Monday, September 21, 2009 ♥
Back in Singapore ♥ 4:22 PM
I haven't made a proper decision yet but I found myself on my way back in Singapore.
It was a rainy rainy day, the day I left.
The last few weeks had been spent on so many once in a life time experience. Like going North, South and East of Perth on road trips, my parents coming over to visit, my graduation and random events. Fabulous memories and long car rides. I have a backlog of over a thousand pictures and for that I apologise for not uploading. You see, my laptop seemed to choose the best time to die on me. Perhaps it couldn't take my abuse anymore.
I thought I have plenty of time to think about my future. Those road trips at high speeds are almost my way of relieving my stress and to let me calm down to think. Yet, things doesn't always go my way and I am always back to square one. Therefore, I am just gonna wait it out. God will provide afterall. I just hope those decisions I had made were of sound ones. I'm scared but I know I will pull through.
I finally signed up for Sydney theolo. After much hesitation, what really made my decision was that no one died attending theolo anyway and if everybody says it is good, I should try. They say curiosity killed the cat but I'm ain't no cat:)
Up to now, I have not decided to stay in Singapore for good or to go back to Perth. What irks me the most is people asking me whether I am working or not. Just STOP ASKING ME!!! I know it is out of concern to ask but I have no answers for you.
Right now, all I want to do is to have a proper holiday. That's right, you heard me. I want to just do absolutely NOTHING. Yes, not even shopping. Ok, maybe not. Just a tiny bit. The last few trips were kinda of stress because I had to drive (6 people's lives in my hand), find places I had never been before, plan the holiday. So, now that I am back home, I will lie by the poolside all the time catching up with books that I want to read. Probably get bored after awhile so there would be dinners with friends:) Of course, time would be spent with my dearest piano:) And there is my goal to lose 2 kg in a month. I am just wondering how I can do it with all the food I had been wanting to eat. I NEED A FREAKING DOG so I can walk it!!!
Anyway, isn't it strange that when you least want something, it happens to you. But the more you look for it, it wouldn't appear?
Well, for the moment, I will just want to chill.
P.s: Thanks for the bangle and card. Loves, I brought them back to Singapore with me:)
P.s.s: Will update blog as soon as poosible! Have truckloads of pictures!
♥ Princess Serene