Friday, October 03, 2008 ♥
Is your love deep enough? ♥ 1:20 PM
I saw a friend went through a family breakup, in short, a messy divorce. I pray that everybody I know will never have to go through that because I never knew the problem of 2 persons could affect so many people. In the end, everything is broken and pieces have to be picked up.
I honestly think that if that ever happens to me, I wouldn't know where to find in my heart to forgive the party who put the whole family through that kind of pain. I would be deeply disappointed and would be too scared to trust a person again because the person whom I trusted the most and looked up upon had crash down so low, so badly. I probably will never ever want to see their face again. And I don't think I'll ever recover from all the pain and hurt. It would be better just to kill me.
I don't even know why I am saying this. I wish I know how to comfort this friend yet this friend of mine probably would never want me to know.
I don't what is more painful, knowing that a person is hurting but you have to pretend you didn't know their little secret and continue as if everything in life is alright. Or trying to forget the secret that somebody else had told you and pretend that you never knew such a problem exist.
I wish I could do something but this friend of mine, pretends to be strong on the outside and wouldn't want help. Although I personally have not experienced the pain my friend have to go through, I know that the heart is bleeding so badly I wish I knew how to fix it but I am not God.
You had been brave and strong. I know you will never tell me your problems because that is just how you are. All I can do is pray for you. And that eventually, time heals all wounds.
♥ Princess Serene