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Friday, June 13, 2008 ♥
Stummy pain ♥ 12:11 AM


My stummy hurt so much I couldn't get out of bed. Then I suddenly miss my old friend so much. The girl from Theolo. I remembered telling her how my stomach hurt and she says that that's because my stummy is too cold. I scoffed at her idea that the cold is the cause of my stummy pain but nevertheless, I let her cover my stummy with a blanket when we slept at night.

Although I laughed at her idea, I was genuinely touched by her care. I miss her now. I hardly saw her when I was in Singapore because she is always so busy at work.

Somehow I wonder... By coming to Perth, have I left behind too much? I haven't seen my dear grandma. I haven't celebrated my parents, brother's and friends birthdays together with them for the last 2 years. By leaving Singapore, I think my friendships with many people are no longer as strong because I'm always the one making the effort to reach out to them yet I can't always do that all the time, can I?

I thought I left Singapore to explore about other cultures and also to find my own happiness but did I really find it? I'm truly enjoy myself here but are the sacrifices made worth it?

I don't even know anymore.


♥ Princess Serene


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