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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ♥
Am i asking too much of myself? ♥ 8:25 PM

Even by relative terms, the results i got are pretty. And i know many people would die to get my results yet i do not feel satisfied. I don't even feel happy. Instead, i have this self hatred feeling, knowing that i could have done better. Am i asking too much of myself and know not to be satisfied with what i got anymore?

All the results that i'm receiving one by one now just make me sink more and more into depression. I think i need counselling:S

So much problems that i'm facing now. They keep whirling round and round my mind. I wish somebody knows. Somebody who can take away all these trouble and make me happy again.
Everything i do is just a facade of what i'm feeling. Nothing seems real anymore. I hate myself.

♥ Princess Serene

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