Friday, March 02, 2007 ♥
Spiritually alone? ♥ 11:09 PM
Even though i had been in church ever since i was born, i couldn't find a special girlfriend to walk this rough and tough spiritual road. There used to be somebody but then i havent seen her for so long, perhaps the bond between us has weaken. I need somebody whom i can at least see or just talk to often.
Sometimes i wonder how unfair it is that while others have their other girlfriends to be with, i always seemed alone. Maybe that's why i mix so much with the brothers and i found more close friends in them than sisters. I know i shouldn't complain since i got so many big brothers who look after me and really spoil me like a princess. But then, i always yearn for a girlfriend whom i could talk to when i need help and also walk the spiritual path with me. I wish that my 2 crazy girlfriends will come church but then again, this is not my will or theirs. It is God's. No matter what i say, they wouldn't understand this wonderful news i'm telling them unless God moved them.
Right now, i just wish that i feel not so alone over here in church. I mean, the people here are wonderful and i got a big sister who look out for me but i wish that i got somebody whom i can talk with on and on without exhausting topics and that at the same time we can encourage each other in the spiritual aspect. I'm not even asking that special person to be a sister. Just anyone really.
Am i asking too much?
Even if i can't find that special friend, i'm not alone. I never was actually. I always find comfort in this verse.
"...and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age."
Now, who can say that to me in the face other than HIM?
♥ Princess Serene