Dear M,

I realised that you and i have a very weird/complicated relationship. We had grown up together and been together for so long. Yet, i can't seem to be able to classify our status. We can at one point, be besties but later seem so foreign. Perhaps, we are never meant to be together. I remembered how two years ago, you found somebody who has the same interest as you, and you left me. You might never had realised, how heartbroken i was. Then lately, she was not the same as before and you ended up being upset. You know, i'm still here, always.

I miss the times that we would open our soul to each other. Those late night chats. Sigh. Why can't good stuff last forever?

Whenever i'm down, you seem coincidentally to be there, comforting me. I'm sorry i can't say the same for you. You never open your heart to anybody at all. Why can't you trust me and give me a chance to be there for you? But then, thank you for being there for me. At least, when you talk to me, i feel that there is at least some one in this world cares and actually understands me. I wish i could do the same for you. Although i know you went through several tough phases of your life, i could never comfort you, simply because, i really don't know how. You always wanted to look so strong and brave outwardly, but i know that silently, you are crying your heart out. Thank God that phase seems to be over, and you are your happy self again.

Even though you had publicly declare about how apologetic you are, i feel it's time that we could, face tell each other about our feelings.

I want you to know that, no matter what, i want to help you, like you had helped me so much.

Your friend/sister,
Serene



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