Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ♥
Related to previous entry ♥ 12:30 PM
Getting sympathies from blogders was the last thing on my mind when i wrote my previous entry. But still, i really appreciate your concern and motivation.
Many things ran through my mind while i was writing 'frustrated'. Thoughts of God didn't care, thoughts of why. Bible verses and hymns that were meant to comfort did the exact opposite. Of course i know this is a trial i need to go through and i knew that God indeed care. But somehow, at that lowest point of your life, your heart will never agree with your brains. All you want to do is to wallow in your sufferings and anything else can just go to hell for all you care. Don't you just agree?
I knew that when i turn back and look at my life later, i could see how silly i was to delve over such a silly thing when God is guiding and eventually these things doesn't seem that important afterall. The previous entry is testimony of it. My memory ain't too good so i need to record important points of my life meticulously so that i won't lose it. I lost too many of my past already. I cannot afford to lose such an important lesson again.
Those out there stressing like me now( yes, that PROJECT is not finished yet!), all these things will come to pass. I'm not very good at motivating people but here is a verse that i thought was comforting.
'God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.'
Psalm 46:1
♥ Princess Serene
