Saturday, August 12, 2006 ♥
Clubbing? ♥ 10:57 PM
There was this heavy duty discussion in church today on whether it is right to go pubbing or clubbing. This is a discussion that i know will never end because there will be some people who know that it is not Christian-like yet they want to know it is ok just so that they can continue to go clubbing.
Well, my personal opinion is that while its ok to just take a look, the 'look' shouldn't be more than 2 times at the same place. Don't you always hear that girls get drugged and raped or guys got beaten up at clubs or pubs? Isn't it should a HUGE coincidence that they occur at these places? Anyway, i do really just want to take a look although i personally dun think i like it. Sorry, but no offences but i prefer more refined socialising like places where i can speak in my own usual volume and not having to scream and shout just to be heard. Wine and cheese at my home is a excellent idea but you bring the wine and cheese ok?
Anyway, i went to this asian food fair where i think the Indonesians make up 80% of the people there. Man, i bet they are rich being decked in Guccis and Chanels. Ok, that is not my point. The point is, i felt like i'm in Indonesia or Singapore with so many asians around. Its feels weird because i'm still in Perth.
Then, L pointed out a cute guy at the sushi stall and kept whispering to me about how cute he is. I was pretty cold and thus my brain wasn't really working that well. Still, i find it funny that sirens didn't went off in my brain when i looked at the cute guy L was talking about. No faster beatings of my heart. I didn't even took a second look at him. I only realised how cute he was when i was in Cliff's car, feeling much warmer.
How could i be so retarded*bang head on wall* Still, its been a long time since anybody made my heart go thump thump thump faster. Ever since that incident, i don't think i know how it feels to love and be loved again. I don't want to be hurt again. Never.
I can never understand how come i can't get a boyfriend. Is it my looks or something abnormal about me? I asked so many people yet nobody can give me the answer i want. I do want to get married and have kids. But sometimes, i think that would never happen. Perhaps the only way i will have kids is that i adopt which looks like a fine idea after all.
♥ Princess Serene
