Saturday, March 25, 2006 ♥
What a day ♥ 10:36 PM
I was feeling down today and it didn't help that nobody actually listens during recorder session until i started screaming like a preschool teacher yelling at her obstreperous students.
After that, i think Joel asked me when i'm leaving for Australia then some busybody said everybody will be glad that i'm gone. Which was hurtful at that time because i wasn't in a fantastic mood.
Of course that led me to think about what he said. 'Am i that hated' was my first thought. Then i thought about the numerous times that i started throwing tantrums and disturbing people for no apparent reason but to irritate them. Ok ok, i was trying to be funny but i think you guys don't find it so*weak smile* Well, on the bright side, i'm going to be soon go going gone soon to somewhere that you probably won't go unless you got too much time on hand. Either that or you got too much cash you don't know how to deal with it. I just pray that the place where i'm going, there are nobody who can't wait to pick an arguement with me. I know there will always be hypocrites around but i do hope i'll be able to spot them out.
Anyway, there's nothing here worth my staying for. I had failed miserably to making an impact in anybody's life nor help anybody to change better for the future.*look away* Perhaps, i might fare better somewhere else...
I thought friends are the ones who cheer you up but ironically, its was a passerby who did it.
He really made my day. I may only see you once in my entire life but thank you. Even though it was only a 10 cents that i accidently dropped on the floor when i stupidly turned my purse upside down resulting in my loose change falling all over the floor, you were the only one who said' Sister, your 10 cents' when others just stepped on all my loose change and walked away. You really made my day and telling me that there are still kind hearted people around in the world.
♥ Princess Serene
