Monday, November 28, 2005 ♥
How does it feel? ♥ 7:03 PM
I don't really know how i'm supposed to feel right now. Sad, happy, carefree?
I just came back from Malaysia, from a short holiday trip and wanted to put up the pictures i took from Malaysia but i suddenly don't feel like it anymore. At least not today. You see, when i reached home, my dad looked at his notebook to check his email and told us somebody died. Since i don't really know the name, i didn't really bother much. It was until my mum who described the person who passed away that i realised that she was somebody whom i admire. Perhaps, the only conversation i had with her was when she was playing the 'Moonlight Sonata' in the church hall when nobody was around. I was like shocked because i never heard a live performance and she played pretty well.
Me: Is this the Moonlight Sonata?
Her: Yeah
Me: Oh, you play it very well. My teacher says that i can never play this song because i'm not that good
Her: You should try playing it then
Me: Why? Anyway, why do you play this?
Her: To keep my standard
After that, i fell silent to enjoy the beautiful music and that was it. My conversation with her.
I guess i should be happy for her since she is now resting up there. I don't know really, but i must admit that i'm feeling a little scared like what if i go suddenly. Scary huh?
♥ Princess Serene
