Friday, July 15, 2005 ♥
Lady? ♥ 3:21 PM
My mom told me off saying that i should start acting like a proper lady and not that vivacious girl i am now. Hello! I'm not even 18 yet!
Oh ya, that reminds me to wish Lynette and Hui Ying a very HAPPY 18th Birthday! Both of you should jump more so that if you are lucky, you might hit the 160cm mark*cheeky smile*
Sorry for digressing. Anyway, if being a shu nu( gentle lady) is what she meant, i'm so sorry to disappoint her but i'm can't even keep still for like 10 mins much less keeping my trap shut.
I tried to act like shu nu but failed miserably although its not really my fault*sigh* You see, as i'm super talkative and always on the move, the moment my friends saw me in my serene state, they assume that i'm sick or incensed . Either one kept them away from me because if i'm hopping mad, any person with a sane mind will not dare to talk to me or they will face my fury and if i'm sick ,who would want my germs?
Therefore, i guess i will remain in my true self because i'm sick of people asking me whether i'm sick or not which probably contribute to me getting frustrated and getting angry.
But at least i try ok! I got a lot of clothes, bags and shoes which prove that i'm straight right? If i don't love shopping, i think my mom should get a little worried about my sexuality.
Actually, i can be super quiet if i want to. Notice the words in bold? You know why? Because my name is Serene(tranquil). But for now, i think i will be as ebullient as i want to. Yep, just because i want to.
Maybe the next time i decide to be a shu nu, i will consider pasting a note on my t- shirt saying ' Serenity before your eyes' For those who are unfortunate to have a lack of brain cells to decipher those words and risk their life to ask me why i'm so quiet, i will ensure you receive an enlightenment --- a pinch in your arms. Hopefully, that pinch might enable you to grow some brain cells.
♥ Princess Serene
